My Third Poem! 3/2/99

Abuse

I see you everyday, and you look lost and afraid

Wondering why you are so scared, and so lost

Why do you find peace by escaping reality?

What is so bad that you escape everyday?

I have never seen you sober, Have I ever seen you?

Your always on something that puts you on a higher conciousness

It makes me wonder whats been altered about me, and my love?

I have begged, and talked, but it seems to not help

I have strived to give you love, and even some security

that you eem to never have had but desire so deeply

I dont know what I have dont to not meet the real you

I have loved, begged, and even held you till you fell asleep

But just once I would like to meet the real you

To fall in love with you and not your altered persona

I hope that one day my wish will come true

But as the days go by, I think I am a little late.

Now that I read this one again, it doesnt make much sense does it? But it sure did when I was writing it. Oh well. I would like to dedicate this poem to my ex, may he find happiness somewhere!

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