About me - Page Five

Things for me were getting worse, but I still remained loyal and faithful. Worse and worse the relationship got. Well while all this was going on I got to know a lot of his friends, and hence we became good friends! Especially two of them! Heefe and Nate! I love them both very much, and miss them greatly. But one weekend, my boyfriends ex decides to come up for a visit. I was ok with this as long as he didnt try anything crazy. Well, He did. I came home one day and found some of the things that I had made my lover destroyed. We got into a REAL big fight, and I do mean a fight. Well he and his ex left the house, and I sat there and stewed in my fury. I had broken a cardnial rule of mine, I swore I would never raise my hand in agreassion to anyone, nor would I tollerate my lover doing that to me. Yet I was so in love with him, I didnt care he hit me, I was bleeding and still didnt even care! I loved him. But while they were gone I did something real stupid, and I mean REAL stupid. Its not worth it guys, no one out there is worth it. NO ONE. Your life is your life, and things are never as bad as they seem to be. Well, after all that was over me and my lover grew further and further apart. Me and Heefe seemed to grow apart, but then we got real close, and today we still are close. I cant imagine my world without her! Me and Nate got even closer too! Thier all wonderful!

Well thanks for taking the time to read my life so far. There is a lot of information in here that is damaging, but I cant hide it. That would be lying! And I am a very honest person! Hope I didnt scare anyone off! :)

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