About me - Page Three

They introduced me to the whole 'club expierence', Extacy. (Now I know what you are thinking, and no, I am not an addict. I have expierimented here and there, and thats another reasons for me moving back home. But I dont lie about anything, and I would be if I 'left this part out', So here it is!) Man extacy was wonderful, you felt great, and nothing bothered you. And the music sounded 100 times better because if you really listened you would get sucked in. And sucked in I did. The fact that I worked there made it all the better, people would hook me up for letting them in for free, or getting people in that werent on the guestlist, etc. I got to know the people in the 'scene' very well on a social level. Sometimes it seemed that the druggies were more down to earth and caring, than the sober drama queens. It was wierd. Well as all this is going on me and my roomate are not getting along well, I am working all the time, and never home. He on the other hand is turning into one of these drama queens also. So, hence started my days of couch surfing. With all the friends I knew this was simple. I hated it but you do what you gotta do. Then I met the cutest boy, I have ever seen! He was 18 (Someone slap me!!!) and on the swim team. He was cute and he knew it. That should have told me something right there! Anyways, He was my roomate's 'love' interest. Well, when he brought him over one day, his interest had other ideas. well as time went on, he kept visiting, and he would speak to me, but not talk to me. Then he started talking to me, and hanging out. One day he bought the new (at the time) Lauryn Hill Cd, and played that song "If I could touch you" over and over and over. He didnt think I cought on. But I knew there was something up when everytime he would walk by he would look me dead in my eyes, and walk back upstairs. Well one night in a drunken stooper, I locked myself in the bathroom and sorta passed out. Well he was the only one who cared enuf to check on me and picked the lock. He sobered me up, and carried me downstairs to my other roomates bed, who was out of town. My roomate who liked him was dead asleeo, and well I dont think I need to continue on that one. But we lasted for about 3 wks. Everyone at the club was jealous, and I was wondering how the heck did I get him when there are people out there a lot cuter than I am! But hey I had him all to myself! :) Quite an ego boost.

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